Another Letter to Chicago


Today, after I finally found the box
In which I'd packed my shaver, I decided
To grow some sides to my goatee. For a week
I'll look half-mad. With any luck I won't
Meet anyone worth meeting till it's in.
In fact I'm hoping to hook up with a friend
Of Ann's. Tomorrow I'll try my contacts again.
(The Thai waiter just brought my appetizer -
Grilled squid on a stick. It's delicious.)
I've made one friend already - my neighbor's beautiful
Golden-tressed daughter gave me a hug
Then asked if I'd like to marry her.
I didn't have a ready answer, never
Having been proposed to before - ``I'm sure
That you could do much better'' came to mind,
But can self-deprecation be attractive?
She'll be turning twenty-seven in about
Twenty years. I think I also met
Her cat, a subtle gray and beige shorthair.
The effect is spoiled by the sixteen neon-pink
Claw-sheaths someone has affixed to its paws.
People take furniture seriously on this street.
It seems half-starved - I can practically count its bones
By looking at it - and stroking it is disturbing.
I was standing in my little yard (enclosed and about
The size of a prison cell) resisting the urge
To pace in compulsive circles, when the cat came by.
Some source of water burbles beyond my bushes -
It's calming. In the sunlight I could see these patterns
Traced in midair by almost invisible dots.
My door is narrow. I have more windows than walls.
A tiny creature - I used to see the like
Frequently in Chicago - has flown in, never to find
The door again. It is hurling itself against
A window, trying to get back to wherever it's from.
I hope I won't be seen doing the same.

for Mark and Moses


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